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Originally posted by ex hibitionist

I have a confession to make ... while watching the live updates on the beeb the other night I heard that Brighton had just gone one up at home to Roma and were applying pressure. In that moment a flash of Fulham's classic Roy-inspired 4-1 comeback flashed from my memory, and then in one unforgiveable and degenerate moment a most vile and disgusting sensation, or was it a thought, sprang into my consciousness. This is not easy for me, but some small part of my being seemed to acquire over-excitement and I believe I heard my inner mind express the words "go on Brighton". In over 50 years as a Palace fan who was present at many of the Mullery/Venables clashes this was a first and something I never expected. Was it old age or some misdirected patriotism that caused this I don't know. But I feel ashamed and dirty and I need to purge myself of this. So I come here hoping that with your love and care I can find redemption. Any advice would be welcome, but maybe suggestions of what types of penance I should undergo may help me find my way back to the peace of mind I enjoyed hitherto. Thank you.

I still can’t think of any penance harsh enough…….of all the posts of yours I have read (and often fully agreed with) over the years - I never saw this kind of disclosure coming. Im just very disappointed.

 

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Originally posted by ex hibitionist

I have a confession to make ... while watching the live updates on the beeb the other night I heard that Brighton had just gone one up at home to Roma and were applying pressure. In that moment a flash of Fulham's classic Roy-inspired 4-1 comeback flashed from my memory, and then in one unforgiveable and degenerate moment a most vile and disgusting sensation, or was it a thought, sprang into my consciousness. This is not easy for me, but some small part of my being seemed to acquire over-excitement and I believe I heard my inner mind express the words "go on Brighton". In over 50 years as a Palace fan who was present at many of the Mullery/Venables clashes this was a first and something I never expected. Was it old age or some misdirected patriotism that caused this I don't know. But I feel ashamed and dirty and I need to purge myself of this. So I come here hoping that with your love and care I can find redemption. Any advice would be welcome, but maybe suggestions of what types of penance I should undergo may help me find my way back to the peace of mind I enjoyed hitherto. Thank you.

I've often been left bamboozled by the fact I can spend an entire year hating the like of City, Arsenal etc. however cheer them on in the latter stages of European competition. I even did so for WHU in the Conference League last year.

So I empathise however BHA is a step too far for me. Perhaps a delayed symptom of 'Long Covid' or something ex? I'd consult a doctor.

 


Now Zaha's got a bit of green grass ahead of him here... and finds Ambrose... not a bad effort!!!!

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Originally posted by Elphers40

I still can’t think of any penance harsh enough…….of all the posts of yours I have read (and often fully agreed with) over the years - I never saw this kind of disclosure coming. Im just very disappointed.

How do you think I feel? Would sitting next to the Ultras in the Lower with a Brighton top on do? I'd get a beating and it might have the effect of a public stoning on a blasphemer.

 

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Originally posted by ex hibitionist

How do you think I feel? Would sitting next to the Ultras in the Lower with a Brighton top on do? I'd get a beating and it might have the effect of a public stoning on a blasphemer.

There you go again! just the suggestion of a life long Palace fan wearing the Blue and White stripe of “that lot” has me reaching for the crucifix and holy water.
Wash your mouth out and never let that type of thought enter your mind again.

 

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